Hello ya' all. Sorry for the absence. Anyway, I don't wanna start every post with sorry and i hope i can update frequently too but thing doesn't goes what you think it's gonna be. So just bear with me for a moment, I'm on holiday.
Hell freaking two weeks of holiday which I was so desperate to have after whole lot of things to stuck into a bird sized brain. Yeah, I have a birdbrain because I don't remember things well. Okay, back to these holidays. Was suppose to be great fun but it wasn't. Because during the holidays, I felt myself living like an old lady maybe even worst than my 80 years old granny. I slept like 1 or 2 and woke up 12 daily. I rot at home doing nothing, even my granny did all the chores. I found my best companion is the only one - my laptop and my desktop. So lifeless man!Ohh, didn't you find your friends or something? Yeah, They are all busy with their own business. Some are on holidays with their friends and some are busy with school works some are just being anti-social.
Just like yesterday, I smelled joyfulness comes to me but at the same time i could sensed the mumbles. Yeah, last minutes plans always got lashed out. I failed to make it works actually. Anyway, the joyful surrounding has gone. My feelings, they haunts me sometimes. I don't understand why, mumbles and restricts are smashing me all the times. Maybe I do understand but look at me, I no longer a toddles anymore. And I wonder what's the age to free me from mumbles and restricts. I need a break seriously, could someone bail me out please?
Oh well, days are duller sometimes but the sun shines on its own way always. I shall follow the sun and carrying the strength in me of shinning on after heavy rain. I gotta be strong in a sense. Feeling of emptiness, feeling of being ignored, being restricts. I have it all. I don't show up but hold them deep in me. And awaiting for the day, I'll pour my love towards you to dispel all your misgiving. I hope you'll trust on me.
There's always a light in the dark to guide you home because you're not alone. - Quote of the day =)
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