A Sorrow Crying day..


posted by munnie

No comments

As all the malaysian noes today SPM results are out..

As i reached the skol,
I saw poh lyn..We reached at the same time..As we walk thru the emsembly hall..OMFG,there is a lot of ppl serrounded dere..Almost all of them are smilling n cheering..
At 1st, i noe yan lin got 6a's..then miao ling got 10a1's(she is the only one)genius!,maywan got 5a's,poh lyn got 10a's n so do chi yee..all i noe is 6 ppl got 10'as..wat about myself??????too bad, i got 7a's..wtf,i got B for my english!n is damn freaking weird dat i got a for BM.WTF!B3 for English!IT's not worth at all!DAMN.I can hear ppl saying ok wet..it's ok.

BUT...AT that moment,
Deeply in heart i felt so hurt,I smile becoz i dun want my tears to flow infront of everybody,the story of my wounded heart no else will understand.I stayed there for around 45 minutes,gotta go to office n see Pn Lim n gossip around while im forcing myself to cheer up.

My soul speaking to me>>
Take me away
Please..
Don't make me stay
No need to shine any light
Simply take the gun n shoot me..

I can feel that Every breathe that I take,Every step that I make,Everyone that I saw,Places another scar on my wrist..U are never noe that I'm blogging v my tear dropping..

I HURT SO BAD..Give me a day to heal up my wound!JUST ONE DAY..
dot dot dot..

status:sad,sorrow,hurt.....=(